Saturday, January 11, 2020

Without An Epilogue !!


And one fine morning, there it was.... standing outside the Witch's door.....waiting with patience.... to befriend for eternity ...or so it promised!! Maybe it just wandered around....and landed there.... out of nowhere. Or for all you know.... maybe it was a mere coincidence afterall that it was right there..... when the Witch's glance fell on it!But then isn't life all about mere coincidences..... atleast in hindsight for sure!

Just like the mere coincidence of seeing that living breathing thing.... with a bark made of wood....  reminded the Witch of a day in the past...of another such coincidence ...that had ended without an epilogue! (Well, so much for being a Witch... to have hoped for atleast an epilogue from a wooden thing... She should have known better!!) A day that she had scrubbed off her memory.... and come to terms with.... but the traces of which remained....hidden inconspicuously with the skeletons of similar.... in her dreams somewhere. And sometimes.... deep in her slumber they all came together to haunt.... clad in white...ghost like..... but very much alive....chasing her... clawing their way back.....endorsing and re-endorsing their presence! And when she woke up with a start.... she was greeted with that familiar mock of those very ghosts... like you thought we could ever be forsaken!

It must be a sign...the witch thought....for what else could it be! Or maybe this time it will be a different experience....with a different end...a subdued tiny voice said from inside! Or am I again getting trapped in the same web of hope....a bait woven by my heart as always.....pondered the Witch! For that unmistakably is the smirk of my mind.... And I can hear it clearly say.... "Again... Really?!...gosh you ought to be brave" For all those innumerable smirks.... Instead if only that Pandora's box could just device a way out of the heart's say!  And they all keep saying listen to the heart... Huh, then how come at the end it's always the mind that ends up with that annoying nod saying... And I said so didn't I!! 

But maybe that's because the mind always believed in finite and always will..... whereas the heart as always is stubbornly tilted otherwise! Maybe that's why it's always the braveheart... And not the mind!! And come to think of it.... If hope was all finite ....then how would life have turned out to be!! So, for the sake of that myth called hope (just like eternity!!)....and that devil called hope.... only for it's sole sake... It was probably still worthwhile to believe in that mirage of infinite coincidences!And that so called hope..... or is it hoping against hope.... that out of those many coincidences ....maybe not all... for sure not all... but for those few ....just for those very few.... of the many..... that might be an epiphany!!Worthwhile even if it's just a placebo effect... what say!! Afterall hope has no epilogue.... does it!! 

So, yet again.... perched on her window sill...sat the gift.... accepted.....very much with it's wooden bark.... and the hope of a new promise again..... if not of eternity but of green leaves .....and maybe of an epilogue this time around!


Friday, January 03, 2020





Nain parindey, pagle do nain
Nain parindey, jaagein din rain
Pankh jhatak yeh ud jayenge
Aasmaan mein kho jayenge
Maghroor bade banjaare nain
Nain parindey, pagle do nain

  
Nain parindey baadal baadal
Khwabon ke sitaare chug lenge
Nain parindey chaand chura kar
Palkon se apni dhak lenge
Palak jhapakte ud jayenge
Sapnon ko apne ghar layenge
Mashoor bade matwaale nain
Nain parindey, pagle do nain 


Nain parindey roshan roshan
Andhiyaare saare dho denge
Nain parindey chhalke chhalke
Palkon ko moond ke ro lenge
Palak jhapakte ud jayenge
Gham ko bhula ke muskayenge
Majboor rahein sapneele nain
Nain parindey, pagle do nain


Nain parindey, pagle do nain
Nain parindey, jaagein din rain
Pankh jhatak yeh ud jayenge
Aasmaan mein kho jayenge
Maghroor bade banjaare nain
Nain parindey, pagle do nain


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